August 2010
im not ready for college.
im just not mentally ready. im so scared of screwing up, failing, and dropping out. im scared of moving away and being away from my family; being out on my own. i need reassurance.
i cant fall asleep so i guess i should tell you...
- rude awakening by my dog running into my room
- did laundry
- christopher came over
- he ate lunch with my family
- finished laundry
- off to the bank to drop off my paperwork
- date time with christopher
- went to get massages
- went to play pool at billards
- cant shoot a pool ball to save my life.
- went to bella terra to watch the expendables or whatever
- i was on the edge of my...
